I guess I’ve never been good at entertaining myself. The evidence shows through the screeds of diary entries, blogs, status entries and the like which shout to the world: I’M BORED. I used to trick myself into thinking that I did enjoy having free time by filling it with hours of TV watching, but now even TV cannot hold my attention. I used to read for leisure, now I don’t read unless I have to.
Why can I no longer enjoy free time? FREE TIME. FREE TIME TO DO WHAT EVAH THE FUCK I WAN’! I fuckin’ hate free time. I wish I were busy 90% of the time and then 10% have free time because that’d be awesome, and I’d be able to appreciate free time. I hate having to entertain myself.
I think I’d make a really good lawyer because I feel like this mentality will make me a workaholic.