There won’t be anything profound or interesting about this post.
Sometimes I wish I could express my physical feelings through words.
Someone asked me what my favourite thing about Ukraine was recently, and I couldn’t really give a proper answer which made me feel like a bit of a sham because I will talk about Ukraine and how awesome it is to anyone who wishes to listen.
I don’t know. Feeling so weird and nervous. I might go look at tattoos and figure out which ones I want. Even though I don’t want anymore than the ones I have already planned.
Log of my time at work: 31st August 2011
5.25pm: Hmmmmm. My heart feels so uneasy.
5.33pm: *sighs* still a few a hours away til peak Facebook usage. I wonder if I should start writing Rebecca’s speech. But this uneasy feeling is too overwhelming.
5.54pm: Pintresting.
7.00pm: ate a pie.
8.05pm: feeling emotionally sensitive. As usual.
8.20pm: huuuuuugh
8.41pm: figuring out who I want to be
9.09pm: thinking about how my parents didn’t support me in doing Shave For A Cure and how much I hate them for it.
9.19pm: wondering why I get so affected when my parents try to stop me from doing/being who I want to be.
9.47pm: one of those moods where I don’t feel like I could genuinely smile.
9.51pm: can’t wait until I can go home.
9.54pm: I don’t want to talk to my parents.
9.55pm: going to do some shelving.
10.25pm: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
10.31pm: life is so boring when I’m experiencing it alone.
10.38pm: life is SUPER BORING when I’m experiencing it alone.
10.52pm: my stomach hurts.
10.53pm: hoping that I don’t screw things up, even though I always feel like I do.
10.54pm: my stomach hurts.
10.55pm: wishing Facebook was more interesting.
11.05pm: Texting Chico about China stuff. My stomach still hurts.
11.27pm: eating bread.
1.05am: yay at home eating noodles.