Nah, it isn’t really. I had a coffee this nap and a coffee this afternoon, but I know the reason I can’t sleep is because I have to confront a friend about something tomorrow.
This friend has been an awesome, really great and fun friend. But there are times when this friend is a really bad friend. And over the last couple of months it has become worse, and I just want it to stop. I thought initially that it was just a phase so I let it go. Then I realised that it wasn’t, and I started pulling away, and then it got more annoying because pulling away made it worse. This friend has put me down for no reason and intentionally hurt my feelings and has said things that they know will upset me. They criticise me (and other friends) and every other time I hang out with them I’m almost waiting for it to happen. Sometimes it’s fun, and then something will happen to upset this friend, and everything becomes negative. I really value this friendship but not in the state that it’s in. I feel like the friend is being too possessive and everything that doesn’t go their way, I have to be some source of comfort or blame. I’m not taking this shit anymore.