This is a major self-hating post. HOLY CRAP! I set myself a goal on Tuesday to do at 2hours of work per subject per day… because I NEED to GET FUCKING AMAZING GRADES to get into law next year and that only comes about when you’re anally retentive about studying… so I drew up this timetable where I can record how much work I do everyday.
SO! Tuesday I got like 2.5 hours of work done, then yesterday I did 5 hours of work (which sounds like a lot of work but is still 3 hours less than my quota) and today I only did 2 hours… I even had 3 hours of class… and I wagged Chinese. (But I’m kinda glad I did because I gotta hang with Sian and Lud in Starbucks!)
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING RETARDED AND NOT STUDYING LIKE RIGHT NOW… but I feel disgusting and want to have a shower then go to bed… its only 6.55pm. I’ll be in bed by 7.30pm. I CAN’T COMPENSATE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!

