Second Draw Down

For the longest time I’ve kept a diary where I’ve written down my thoughts and feelings. One day I started doing it on the interwebs, and one day my friend found it, thought it was hilarious and made me a proper blog. And so I’ve been blogging for 5 years. That’s writing at least one blog each month for the last 5 years. I want to take up other hobbies. The reason this has been going on so long is because I like to “express” myself and write down my thoughts. For the longest time I was sad that no one read my blog, then I started not caring, then I linked it up to Facebook, then people started reading it and now I think way too much about what I’m writing. I keep rethinking about what I’m going to write down. For example I was going to write down the new hobbies that I want to pursue but feel way too self-conscious because if I write it down then people will know and will ask about them, and if I fail then I look like a loser. HARSH. Two exams tomorrow Chinese 300, Russian 100. URAH!