Grrr… I’m feeling really stink right now. I only left school at 5.35pm today because I stayed with Genie to watch Docie’s basketball game. Keeping with the tradition, their team lost to Manurewa 2-103… Whatever. I hate basketball and I kept telling Genie that I really didn’t want to stay and watch because, even with like 9 girls on the team, we were going to get wasted. Oh yeah, and I hate basketball. There was a time when I did actually like basketball, this was before our team actually started playing games against other schools.
Another reason I didn’t want to stay was because I have to write a speech for the speech competition next week. BUT GUESS WHAT?! No one else is going to do it!!! I’m going to be the ONLY one doing it and I’d rather fall second to someone really good than come first for an unworthy attempt. GAR! Ok, so because I knew that I may have to do this alone I decided to check my topic with Mrs Stuart, because I didn’t want to have something crap (especially since she asked if I could encourage others of my calibre to do it- which says I’m expecting something good… Oh btw I have been encouraging people to do it but like I said no one else wants to do it because no one is doing English this year and those that are doing it haven’t done their speeches yet so no one actually wants to write and prepare a speech for nothing.) My initial topic was going to be Why cows are the most beneficial animal to society. I told her where I was going with this even though I already knew it wasn’t going to be good enough.
Ok! SO!!!!! I do have a topic… I MUST WRITE IT TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST RESEARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST HAVE IT DONE BY SATURDAY MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST ALSO HAVE WRITTEN MY SCRIPT BY SATURDAY. SO MUCH WRITING. Hopefully my brain doesn’t explode.