Second Draw Down

My best friends are out of Auckland at the moment, one in Oz and the other in Taupo. Missing them. Only one in Auckland which is as normal as ever… that is until Friday. The Big Day Out is in 4 sleeps and I don’t want to think about it because I feel as though I may explode if I do.

I was going to write about this weird dream I had the other night, but have decided that I don’t really feel like repeating it again, so I’m just going to write about random stuff.

I’m feeling kinda down because I’m all alone at home. Genie is out with her friends in the city. I was talking to Mona yesterday and we are planning to go to the city some time this week and just chatting about random stuff in general. I was interrupted because Mum wanted me to ring Brenda to say that Docie was coming soon. (Docie is going camping with Brenda and Tom all this week. Shes probably on the way there now.) Then Mum made me get change  and go with Docie and Genie to drop Docie off. I wasn’t happy, but seeing Brenda and Tom and the kids made me happier. This morning I woke up and thought…. Why didn’t I invite Mona to go to the city today???? Genie is going today with her friends and I’m not doing anything much today…. So. I rang Mona at 7.30ish this morning, of course I woke her up in the process. She was more asleep than awake and I couldn’t understand half of what she was saying, I know I would be pissed off if one of my friends called me at 7.30 if I wasn’t awake. She can’t/didn’t want to come today. Grr. This is what is happening this week:

Monday: Well this is today and I have planned, hanging out the washing, practising flute and maybe listening to some CD’s. I was going to go buy some shoes because mine are falling apart but I’ve decided that I’m going to do that with Martina tomorrow.

Tuesday: Hanging out with Martina during the day and then hopefully staying for a sleepover. Sweet. Hopefully we can go to Number One Shoe Warehouse so I can get myself some new shoes. I must remember to ask Mum for money for shoes. I feel I’m allowed to this because shoes are an essential item.

Wednesday: Fingers crossed I’ll be able to go to the city with Mona, and maybe Martina if she wants to come. If I do go I plan to spend only $10. $7 will be for the bus fare ($3.50 for each trip.) $3 left for lunch/snack, which will most likely two of Mrs Higgins delicious cookies. Yum.  

Thursday: Going to the city with Genie. She needs to buy some shoes, hopefully I would have already bought a decent pair by then. Once again I’m only going to spend $10. I really really really shouldn’t be going to the city twice in one week especially with the Big Day Out on Friday.

Friday: THE BIG DAY OUT. After many many weeks of patient waiting it will have finally come. I going to take about $40…. I don’t know how much I’m going to spend… but I’ve just found out that bus fare will be about $5. I’m so glad that I have someone who is confident coming with me because I’d freak out by myself/ with someone who is just as publicly retarded as I am. I can barely go up to the counter and pay for the stuff I want, a lot of the time I get someone else to buy it for me. I know, it’s sad.