Second Draw Down

Just two more exams until I am free from the obligations of examinations. I like using long words. The best bit is saying them.

My next exam is Chemistry and I have on Monday morning. I still haven’t studied adequetely. I don’t even know if that is spelt right. I don’t think I will, like with the Maths exam. Grr…. I can accept anything that happens to me due to lack of preparation for my exams because it is my own fault. Hmmm…. Chemistry isn’t that hard but I should study more. I will…. Tomorrow. I have to anyway because I’m going to Rebecca’s in the afternoon.

Chemistry is interesting. It’s the only science that I was definately keeping when I was choosing my subjects. Initially I was going to choose Maths Pure, French, Bio, Chem and Classics. But then Mr Hart said that I need to take Phys. So I changed Classics to Phys. I got the form back and twinked it out without telling my parents. I know they wouldn’t have minded. Then I decided that Bio can be caught up if I need it and so I want to change Bio to Classics. For this I need a signed note from my parents saying what I’m changing to and why…… Well. In that time since signing my original form she changed her mind about Classics and was refusing me to take it. Then I made her change her mind. Then she changed it back. Her yo-yo-ing decisions was just annoying me so I was just going to accept the fact that I was never going to get to do Classics. Then I revealed to my mother one of the reasons why I didn’t want to take Bio. Most people know what this is and is part of the reason they aren’t going to do Bio next year. She then changed her mind, on her own, that I should take Classics. I was just like… No… you already said that I NEED to take Bio. Then she was pushing me to take Classics. But now I think that it’s more or less forgotten about.

 Hmmm… So. I just had to change my pj top. I went to take a drink from my Pump bottle and I pulled the lid and didn’t notice the top had come off then I took a drink…. Where was the water? Dripping down my front. Grr… and I was all wet hey, at least it was warm. Now I’m using my BDSC sport bottle which has a funny top and rather strange sayings on it. For example “Just Stroke It.” The one thing that I do like about the sayings is that they are in alphabetical order, which I just noticed now.

Hmmm…. I’m in an angry mood. Not surprising, teenage girls are extremely emotional, as I pointed out in my essay I wrote for the English exam. There are two things that I notice about my mood. One: It can change like that… or that. Literally in a snap of a finger (ouch). It’s normally the little things that make me angry or sad. Then soon after that I’ll be over-the-top happy. Yes. My mood likes to change. Two: A thought about a feeling I had in the past can make me feel that way that I did. There are two memories that make me feel angry. They’re the only ones I think that make me feel exactly how I felt. The mood swings is the thing that I hate most about being a teenage girl. And they are pretty extreme. Like super happpy to ultra sad. I don’t think that many men would be able to handle the emotions of a female.

I’m tired and it’s 8.48pm. The reason I’m tired is because I didn’t have a nap this afternoon. Something I usually have during the weekend. Hmm…

I’m going to spill something about my dreams. Last night I had a dream and I was underwater. I was underwater but I couldn’t really feel it on my skin and I could breathe. I knew that I shouldn’t be able to breathe underwater and then the air (which was meant to be water) got heavy and it became hard to breathe. I’ve had a couple dreams like this, but without the hard to breathe bit. There was this one time that I was in a room that was apparently filled with water and it was just like normal. Hmmmm what does this mean?? Probably nothing. Maybe it’s telling me that I need to get back into the water. I haven’t been anywhere near a large body of water for a while. I need to like go to a beach.

I’m bored, I’m bored. Argh! The Day After Tomorrow is on right now. But I’m too lazy to sit there and watch it. I think that I might go and read some brain teasers. FUN! I’m not going to tag this post… naughty naughty…. Muahahahaha.