Second Draw Down

This week was very cool ‘cos I got to miss out on a whole week of school but it also sucked because we didn’t actually win any games. We won one by default ……. Our first game was against Fraser High and we lost 4-0 our next was against Wanganui 3-2 that was really really close but we had a shit ref. We lost to Te Aroha 4-1 and we lost to Mt Roskill Grammar… can’t remember the score though… and our last game on Friday against Birkenhead was our best but we still lost 4-2….. It was a really interesting week. I’ll remember it for ages. My first tournament. Yay. What also sucked about the week was that I was sick the whole week and I’m still sick now. On Thursday we had a bye so I thought it would be a good idea to go back to school. First period: Graphics. Now that should have turned me away from school straight away ‘cos grafics is my most hated subject. I was sick and coughing and really really sleepy. I just sat there most of the period ‘cos I had no idea what was going on. They had learnt how to draw elipses last period and I didnt even have my compass …. which pissed me off even more. So period two swung around and I went home. Got home and slept for 4 hours. That was nice.

I worked today at the Scholastics factory with Rebecca packing Duffy books into boxes until 1. Yay. It was good for my wallet….. Then I worked on my French conversation (which is only a practice) for Monday. It took me an hour to write a paragraph… it was tiring so I went for a power nap for 2ish hours. I’ve finished most of it now. I watched High School Musical just before and it was pretty good. It wasn’t as cheesy as I thought it was going to be. I liked it. My favourite bit was when everyone broke into song in the canteen. That was awesome….. crowd choreography. The songs were pretty good too.

I have to catch up on a WHOLE week of school work I’m really afraid that I won’t be able to concentrate in class ‘cos right now my mind is in holiday mode…… that’s why I couldn’t do anything in grafics on Thursday. This is really troubling ‘cos school exams are like 2 weeks away……. Maths is the one that I’ll have to study most in. I hate maths. I’ve never liked it. My maths marks are only better than my grafics marks. I don’t know if I’ll get into maths pure next year. I have to take maths next year because I know that science and maths go hand in hand and if there is any chance of me getting into university when I leave college I’ll need to have taken maths up to like level 2 or something. Which sucks. I have no idea what I want to do when I’m older but it will most likely involve maths. I don’t see how you need phyics to be a doctor… argh….. I don’t like physics either… ‘cos it involves maths and is rather hard. I’m taking all 3 sciences … I was going to do Classics instead of Physics but Mr Hart started going on ’bout how you need physics for everything… Ms Wu does that except it’s how the world revolves around maths…… So my options next year are English (compulsary) Maths Pure, French, Bio, Chem and Phys….. I only like one of my options… That’s French. Yay French. And I like English ‘cos I get good marks and is easyish…. and bio…. ok… So in actual fact I like everything except maths, chem and phys….. but I really really wanted to do Classical Studies ‘cos it’s something that I’m interested in.

I have stupid fuckin chinese school tomorrow morning which will only be followed by catch up on school work, practicing my french convo and studying for my chemistry test (which according to Ludwig is easy, but he thought the phys-energy test was easy and I only got a merit for it and didn’t answer all of the questions ‘cos I didn’t understand) and if I have time I’ll practice? flute (which I doubt).

I feel like staying up….. because I’ve slept way too much this week. I don’t like it when I do that. It makes me feel gross… like when I spend too much time on the computer… Staying up late makes me feel clean. I wish I felt like doing something apart from write in this blog, which is only keeping me occupied. Ludwig keeps bugging me about writing in this. Now he’ll have a really really long one to read. Yay for him. I just realised that I’m not going to have much to do after school because basketball and hockey are now over. This means more time for study. I hate studying in the afternoons. It feels unnatural. I like studying at night which kills my tv watching schedule. Grey’s Anatomy finale on Monday. Sooooo good. The new ad is really good. You know why? ‘Cos it has the perfect song to go with it… Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol.. Snow Patrol are really good. Koolest song.

I hope tomorrow will be interesting. I don’t think it will. Sundays suck… almost as much as Saturdays. I hate chinese school. It’s so stupid. Argh… and I don’t learn anything. I bitch about it too much…. I complain in general too much. And when I bitch about something I never do anything about it. Like I don’t do anything on Saturdays but I don’t organise anything with my friends or go anywhere. To be honest I’ve learnt to not build up hope. The first time I remember this happening was when there was that HUGE hype over Teletubbies. We all got one each but on the day there were too many people and when Tom was gonna get them… which one had run out.. my one.. Twinky-Winky… I got one in the end and I wasn’t too disappointed when I found out ‘cos I think Brenda prepped us for not getting one ‘cos she knew that there would be a million people and one of us was bound to miss out. The most recent time I remember this happening was when we wanted to get Panic! tickets. My parents wouldn’t let me stay home to get them so they said that they would get them for me. But when they got home. They said that they didn’t get them and they had sold out and that they had Brenda ringing and they were on the internet for ages trying to get them and they had some random who works next door on the computer too….. Well.. I accepted it almost straight away, but thanks to Rebecca who took a look at the site she found that there were still (more expensive) seats available which we purchased. STUPID FUCKERS. They wasted all of their time that could have been used to make more money instead of wasting it on trying to get stupid tickets. If I was at home I could have gotten them within 10mins of them coming on sale. And we could have saved $10… but at least we have seats….. I’m still angry that they wasted all of their FUCKING time on doing something I could have done MYSELF. There are lots of things that I’m angry at my parents for……. Most of them are pretty stupid and don’t mean anything to most people and if these problems were someone else’s I would probably tell them to suck it up and get a life but these are my problems….. one of these is the Panic! tickets thing. Ok… I’m finishing now. I want to know what you think.