Second Draw Down

David;

Yes, no dear; you are no longer dear to me.

You blamed me.

You insulted me.

You trod on my feelings.

You manipulated me.

You blackmailed me.

You broke my heart.

You blamed me for the problems in our relationship. You said it was my fault. Why didn?t you take responsibility? You insulted me by blaming me, saying it was my fault. A relationship is a two way thing. You AND me. We were in it together.

You trod on my feelings when you were only worried about your own. You biggest problems were that we weren?t working out. You thought I didn?t care because I wasn?t giving you attention. You didn?t understand that I had problems too. You didn?t bother too find out what was going on in my life.

You manipulated me with your emotional recoils when something didn?t go the way you liked. When I said we weren?t working out you broke down. I felt like it was my fault. And it wasn?t. As I said, you and I were in it together. We didn?t work out because of US, not ME.

You emotionally blackmailed me when you told me that I had to come to the Christmas dinner or you would be grounded until Easter. How would you feel if I did that to you?

You didn?t seem to think that I cared about you, but you didn?t really care about me because it was always about YOU. Did I care about you? Why didn?t I understand you emotional problems? You were always in the spotlight and I was playing the servant girl. You didn?t care about me, because if you did then it would have been about ME also, and not just about YOU.

This has broken my heart. I feel like I tried, and made an effort. When I wanted to talk you were angry or changed the subject. You didn?t want to deal with the problems we had earlier. Then later on I didn?t want to hear it because things weren?t going well for me and I needed a break from our saga. That?s why I didn?t talk to you.

I feel I tried; I got you a birthday present, even though we were on a break but it didn?t work. You were still scheming to find out if I cared. Therefore I think it?s safe to say that our relationship is over. We are no longer on a break. We are no longer a WE. From now on it will be YOU and then it will be ME. It won?t be YOU and I again.

Thanks for the times we shared, but they weren?t enough. I am sorry but I can?t deal with you?re emotional state any longer nor can I handle anymore guilt.

Stacey. Yes, no Love or sincerely ? just Stacey.