I wonder what it would be like if I spent all of my spare time training to become a spy.
Changing
May 5, 2012 – 10:02 pm
People have commented on how I’ve changed in the last 4 years. While I beg to differ, one thing I have noticed is my increased reluctance to study, a reluctance that is becoming stronger and stronger. I remember back in first year I would spend 4 weeks writing an essay, now I barely remember when mine are due, and do it all right at the end…
Studying used to be a big part of my identity, but now I’ve realised that effort put in does not equate to grades.
In other news I may have been let go from my job with my notification. A great week for self-esteem.
I remember
May 3, 2012 – 12:25 pm
I remember a time when I was younger where everything was happy and everything was beautiful, and I had my family and my friends, and everything was wonderful.
Everything was beautiful.
Now.
Now I don’t know.
All I see are malicious people. An untrusting world. Shallow. Greedy.
Why would I ever want to bring a child into this world. Something so innocent and beautiful to be tainted and damaged by what the horridness that surrounds us.
Now problems pile up and you can’t change what you’ve done, you can’t erase your mistakes. The world just feels so shit.
Mon mauvais français
May 2, 2012 – 4:52 am
Ce qui me rend folle, c’est que:
1) L’ambiance de mes classes de loi est trop intense
2) Il y a trop de gens dans cette classe
3) Mon attitude envers l’université aujourd’hui ne m’aidera pas à apprendre les objectives de cette classe
Bleurgh; trop de gens dans cette salle.
Je pense que courir chaque jour me rendrais plus heureuse et contente avec la vie, et en plus, courir éliminera la léthargie qui m’ennuie chaque après-midi.
Je crois que je suis encore trop jeune pour cette vocation.
PMS sucks
May 2, 2012 – 3:32 am
I feel so emotionally tender that almost anything could make me cry. Last night while trying to get to sleep I cried for an hour, then I got out of bed got the laptop and did some Facebooking ’til my mind was off it, but while trying to get back to sleep the second time I started crying again. So I got the laptop back out until I was so exhausted I fell to sleep straight away.
Sometimes it’s good to be a guy.
My happiness
April 30, 2012 – 11:43 pm
Part of my recent happiness is not talking to people whose absence makes me sad.
First thought that pops into my head during my walk today:
April 17, 2012 – 10:35 am
that my life is meaningless. True story.
I don’t like concentrating on sad things so I’m going to write about something happy:
April 10, 2012 – 9:56 am
I finished one reading for my essay and found another 
…
haha. Ah.
Ok a real happy memory. Like for a patronus. Photos from this night: http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150932186580031.531329.700435030&type=3
I gotta start doing some charity work or something to make me feel happier.
This is an emo post so look away if you don’t want to hear me be pathetic
April 10, 2012 – 9:46 am
One reason I need people around me is because they drown out the sound of my broken heart.
Well it’s not really broken- it’s just a sad and longing feeling that appears when I’m alone. I’m never really happy when I’m by myself hence the addiction to Facebook. A place where people appear all of the time.
Can’t sit still or do anything
April 9, 2012 – 8:27 am
I can’t seem to occupy myself. I’m so bored. ‘iwBN /GH’qeinvDAM ei’wflsdknvz. mcu’eijwKDV